Thursday, January 16, 2014

constant argueing

i keep thinking..why God? why do u keep me here? what lesson is this? i try every day to understand….i don't regret my choices , for they have helped me to grow..but the headaches, the stress..why??
i come home, totally exhausted, try to feel relaxed..then the person i live with creates massive headaches ..i just want peace, zen..
but everyday ..i fear any alone time with this ruins my peace ,my inner peace..i rally really really want to  be alone but he will not allow peace……

Wednesday, January 15, 2014


they say"give til it hurts"
i say" give til they hurt"
until they can no longer deny that they need help.
until they stop their ego cycle
until they ask to help others because..

they need to understand that there is no better purpose on this earth.