What dreams will come....

The year is almost over. Where am i sitting right now? In a very small room, in a house full of people i barely know(but whom are very pleasant) and feeling exhausted.I am drained lately. Mostly because i have been staying up too late, drinking wine and painting.I know i have to get myself together soon. I did join a gym, got a tan package, and have somehow managed to do the bare minimum of what needs done. But i am not happy with my state of mind .The future is very foggy and i am on a rollercoaster. Hopefully a time will soon come when i can think clearly..yaaawwwwwn...